The shell remains intact...

I feel like I am sitting in a room full of people that I love, and you know what, they just don't care that I love them. They don't care whether or not I live or die. To them I'm just another stranger. To me, they are my best friends, the only people I have left. It seems to me that the harder I try the harder I fall. Ever notice that the people who hurt you the most are the ones you tend to love more. It's funny the way you can get used to the tears and the pain.